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Intro
01:15
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The Goner
02:51
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Lately this place felt less like home and I'm starting to get sick.
I tried to escape so many times but something holds me back.
All these sleepless nights I've spent, all these wasted years.
Is this growing up?
So.
Take off the pictures, blow off the dust.
All my hopes, my dreams, my memories,
they're starting to rust.
Every day in my life is so fucking grey.
Or is this the strong urge to get away?
Where's the place that you call home?
I'm a stranger to myself and I get lost even more with every day.
Get me out of this life - no direction, no place to hide.
Get me out of this life - just get me through this night.
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Empty Eyes
03:58
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With every look in your eyes I can see myself breaking into pieces.
We had this conversation forever.
You had it all.
I've put my life into your hands.
And I can't remember that I ever asked for one single thing,
I never asked for one fucking thing.
So what's the point of being heartless for reasons you will never know ?
I never felt like this for someone who couldn't care less.
I never felt like this and now I couldn't care less.
You had me in your reach, the whole time you were looking away.
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4. |
MMXII
03:59
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Every day's the same when the lights go black.
I'm sitting in this heated room all by myself.
Another night all alone - so cold inside.
I pack my things and walk out the door.
Not a single step and I realize I'm already gone for so fucking long.
Such an endless walk down these streets so familiar.
Every house number passed, every sign I see
is fucking anchored in my heart - not in my mind.
There's something brewing.
Clouds deepen down on me.
My view gets blurred.
I don't know where to run.
A silent whisper is my only guidance
on this never ending journey.
Every step I take seems like seconds - counts like days.
And when the haze is clearing away I recognize this grating door.
I just can't let go of all these tracing thoughts.
Every sight a painful memory.
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Wasting Away
02:58
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How can i breathe?
It's getting colder and I'm about to lose my face.
Every promise of a new tomorrow is just another lie to myself.
Memories die before my eyes - why is everthing falling apart?
In a world where hope is an excuse for those who cannot find a way.
Is this where I belong?
Or am I just wasting away?
With every heartbeat I can feel the end coming closer.
And I swear that I never felt this helpless before.
I'm breathless.
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